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Here I go again: getting ambitious with a writing project. And this time it is a daily challenge during February. 

Write about why you want to do this challenge: 

As I am getting back into being more actively, rather than passively, polyamorous I find myself hitting against a lot of dark edges of my core self. The part of me that finds myself undeserving of attention or recognition or care or love or admiration or…or…  it’s fucking exhausting always passing up opportunities because I don’t find myself deserving of keeping them. I do this with the people in my life. I do this with my work. I do this with my own abundance. 

Maybe it’s about healing the Catholic in me. Or the Mexican in me. Or the genuine overachiever in me. But this is my core work. And my commitment is to shining some light in this awful pattern of mine and healing it from within. 

That is the only way to make my dreams and visions come true. This is the hard work and it starts here. 

Updates from our kinky roadshow

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Don’t have much time to update here but wanted to share a few tidbits from our own, personal kinky roadshow. Have pride will travel.

This weekend I am with my gay brothers in my hometown for their pride festival. After settling at the hotel we headed on the road again for an ice cream social.  The gay community of Fremont County was just sweet and generous. They welcomed us with open arms.  They seemed so supportive of each other.  Which I think is essential when living in a small community like that.

And last night we ended up at the community’s only gay bar where my friends got introduced and I was oggled by every gay man in the space. Pictures soon to follow.

But right now we have the local pride parade. Just waiting for the boys to get ready to go.

Once I get back home I will update with more photos and a lot of insights on how it feels to be “out” in ny hometown.

Where I am tonight

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Once upon a time I was someone’s Baby Girl.  I’ve been thinking that someday I might be again…even for a moment.

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Just trying out the posting capabilities for pictures and such.  It won’t be a regular feature, but the occasional photo is fun to share. 🙂

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